why can’t periods just last for like an hour, like okay you’ve made your point, I’m not pregnant you can leave now

over that time period my content on youtube, my videos have been lacking, have been lacking so much. so much creativity. so much depth… and I’m not okay with that.

Youtube has started to feel like work. It started to feel like a job. And it started to feel like something I have to do rather than something I want to do. That’s never what I wanted this to be. And it kills me. It really kills me to feel like I’m that person who’s using this as a job and just doing it to do it. (x)


is this the fault in our stars